The woman was perfected. Her dead body wears the smile of accomplishment.
Sylvia Plath
October 22nd, 2011
October 16th, 2011
downhill
so keep the feelings inside.
October 11th, 2011
FINE
I don’t know what to do.. I’m not calming down, I really really don’t want to live. I just don’t.
I’ve attempted suicide more than once in the past few weeks, but I seem to fail at everything. Fuck.
There are some things that no one knows about me, for example the way I feel about myself. I am absolutely horrified when I look in the mirror. It makes me sick to my stomach. I hate everything about me, down to my last cell. I can’t see why people even talk to me & I often feel very uncomfortable when they do. I do not deserve to be here, and that is part of my self destructive behaviour. I am punishing myself for being alive, for being weird, for being fat, for being a fucking dumb bitch.
And feeling this way about yourself is not allowed. It really is not. So I’ll just shut my mouth.
October 10th, 2011
Talk to me: How do you act out when you are feeling suicidal, and how do you deal with it?
I’d like to have some tips on dealing with suicidal feelings. Feel free to say anything you like (sorry but I won’t respond to hate).
October 2nd, 2011
Question:
how do you guys keep holding on when you’re feeling suicidal?
September 30th, 2011
it really is not.
I am going to drink until I feel numb.
it’s either that or facing the pain and having to cut.
September 29th, 2011
Fights
are the biggest trigger for me.
September 27th, 2011
September 23rd, 2011
Huge relapse,
godddamnit ):
