so keep the feelings inside.
October 16th, 2011
October 10th, 2011
Self-injury awareness: 5 types of Borderline manifestations
» 5 Types of Borderline Personality Disorder Manifestations
- Low Functioning Borderline - The “Low Functioning” borderline is what most people think of when they are first introduced to the condition. Low functioning BPDs are a living train wreck. They have intense difficulties taking…
This is quite interesting, it makes sense. Then ‘me’ makes more sense.
(Source: ontheborderline)
Talk to me: How do you act out when you are feeling suicidal, and how do you deal with it?
I’d like to have some tips on dealing with suicidal feelings. Feel free to say anything you like (sorry but I won’t respond to hate).
October 4th, 2011
I feel so misunderstood, but I’m too tired to explain. What goes on in my head everyday is so exhausting, so hard, and people just act like I need to grow up. That it’s something I could control, but it;s not. My mind has a life of it’s own and it’s destroying me a little bit more everyday.
I just wish you understood, cause if you did, you would treat me differently.
Here is an excerpt of the book I am reading and I felt so emotional while I was reading this statement because I feel as if those non-sufferers of BPD could just understand for one moment what it is like, they would not attached a label or judge the actions of those who have BPD but yet have some sense of understanding to what it feels like to live in a constant and never ending hell…
“I observe the emotions crest and clash, tidal in the coming and going of perspectives. Opposing forces battle within me: I want to get better. I want to die. I want to be loved. I want to spit in the face of everyone I see. Such drastic shifts exhaust me, and I know the baffle others. And it’s gaining momentum again.” –the Buddha and the Borderline
Ahhh! I just got this book a couple of days ago! I can’t wait to read it. Planning on reading it after I finish my book about the crazy bitch who is addicted to abortions.
(via borderlinebravery)
October 2nd, 2011
Question:
how do you guys keep holding on when you’re feeling suicidal?
September 30th, 2011
fact.
it really is not.
I’d much rather be physically ill than have a mental illness.
People don’t seem to get mental disorders. ‘Stop being sad. Stop whining. Stop having panick attacks. Act normal. Get a grip.’
I would give anyfuckingthing to be normal, whatever that may be.
September 27th, 2011
Please don’t.
September 23rd, 2011
Huge relapse,
godddamnit ):
September 18th, 2011
Suicidal thoughts
are actually quite comforting.
September 17th, 2011
